i am back to him...

After everyday counting the day, and after d quarrelling days, finally reach 15 november...very eagerly to come back home to see my hubby and my family members..they went to fetch me from the airport...but dont know why when i first saw my hubby, we both didnt look so excited n hug also...very sad..out of my expectation..when got in the car, i couldnt stand and ak him why he didnt look excited..his answer was because too long no see, suddenly like very hard to accept i am back and really with him...he added..now i am back to him but also imply that soon i still need to go back Sabah one day and leave him..suddenly my heart felt very pain and sour..maybe it is very hard for him 2 accept that suddenly i am back and soon i need to leave...this situation back to past 6 years when we needed to live apart and we had a hard time too..but no matter what, we take this as challenge..furthermore, we are now husband and wife...but the day missing each other honestly is hard 2 pass...what to do, we makan gaji only and need to fulfill my commitment also as educator...

after fetched us, we went to jalan jalan and 'pat toh' to find back our fire and love spark..we went to snake temple which my brother never been there before..i tried to take more photos but i looked fatter than before leaving to Sabah.but he said he liked me more if i look chubby...dont know whether was his true words...no matter what i still believe him...but of course i wont be so stupid and let me continue gaining weight...no confidence man...but it is really enjoying and fun eating together with him...so i think although i said wan to lose weight, but probably i might gain weight also because of him...and i think he lost weight since i was not with him eating together...or mayb i no more cook for him since i left Sabah...after back home, the first thing was to help him cut his hair and his beard..he really didnt take care of his appearance at all when i was not with him...

we always try our best to find back our love spark n very soon we got it back and we appreciate it very much...we even went to subscribe wedding photo shooting package cost rm3199 without thinking twice...but after came back and got opinion from all, we felt that in fact we no need to be so rush...we came out with consensus hat we want everything stabil especially our finance and i manage to transfer back here only we think of our wedding day and so on..

since we only have weekend to be together so basically weekend i seldom at home and try to spend all my lovely and sweet time with him..for the first weekend, we celebrated my birthday. not much of surprise but at least i could celebrate my birthday with him an my family members...we shouldnt expect too much right...and he presented me body shop perfume and lotion which i have to put the rose perfume on when out with him..because the rose smell is very sweet and seducing...

the following weekend, saturday was his company's family day. in fact i was very happy he brought me there..his purpose was to introduce me to all his colleagues, especially his female colleagues, know them more so that i know more about their personality..this was done on purpose because he didnt want me to be jealous if he is out with his colleagues..or mayb he tried to show off..show his wife to all his colleagues and he introduce me as his wife in front of his colleagues..i felt so sweet and happy even though felt weird..i still feel very young and wish to cuci mata on cute guy..sekali he introduce me as his wife....people wont look at me anymore liao loh...already jadi hak milik orang in such 'young age'...but it is ok lah...it could be another blissful feeling mah..

there was one weekend we went to KL..my purpose wan to have gathering with our friends but the time was too tight...i couldnt separate my body to parts to do so many at once...but i never regret went to genting with him...he always asked me whether i regret ging with him because he also felt guilty grasp all my time aways from my buddies..but honestly i never regret..there was only way we can leave everyone and have our own world only...that was also the reason we dont plan to have kids so early although my dream was have 3 kids before i reach 30. but i think quite hard to fulfill my so called noble dream..and i have to be thankful to my buddies, saiw hui, sin yuan, hua hceat, von and jia wen...thank you very much for giving me that wedding present...well if ask me whether it works o not, i really dont know how to answer you and according to them we both need some props to 'fire up' our relationship wo...anyway i really thank them so having such a good thought....these are the wedding gift they gave to me before leaving to genting and they insisted to give me on that day as well...

there was one weekend which was our fren's wedding in penang..the wedding dinner was so grand and it was held in a hotel..our frens told us that they expect our wedding more than this...we both also wan this kind of grand wedding if we could afford..but verything must be in our budget..after wedding we have to plan buying our house..our home sweet home...so we in fact have a tight budget..but all of us really enjoy the wedding dinner..it was like a big gathering for us to talk and laugh..we also took many photos and the best thing was, i dont know why my hubby so excited and kept on inviting his frens drinking beer..but very embarassing loh..he after 2 cups already felt dizzy and bit of drunk..and he felt his whole body hot and head pumping...but i liked to him like that...i also dont know why..mayb i like to see a drunken husband..he acted very funny...but luckily he wont simply scold or beat people..but he will turn to be very sweet and romantic...and i like the liquar smell from his mouth..i sound crazy right...

Very soon i was home for almost 1 month, we tried to seize opportunity to be together and spend all our time to be together..but we could not stay together yet because traditionally we not yet married and i don want people talking bad behind us...in fact we both were quite conservative when at home..mayb is the environment we grow up...even the wedding gift they gave me, i oso hide deep inside inside my cupboard and make sure no one could find or see it...very sorry to my frens for ruining the gift but i 100% make sure they are in good condition because i also need them very much in future also..ahhaha..

i hope that for the coming weekend before the school start, we still can go travelling and have fun so that d sweet memory always kept in our mind and i will also keep them here...our blog..miss you darling...